My heart tells me yes, but my mind tells me no
It's so hard to decide which way to go
The wind won't stop cause it's gonna blow
My heart tells me yes when my mind tells me no
I wake up every morning feeling really high
By the time I go to bed I'm still wondering why
Every moment is struggle and strife
When I should be out there living my life
Who am I to tell me that I'm wrong
Do I believe myself or the singer of this song
Manic depression it comes and it's gone
I hope it goes quick cause it's lasting too long
My heart, oh my heart wants to live
And my mind is fed up to here
With all this conflict and blame
I know the cause of suffering
It is one and the same
It's so easy for me to give
Cause giving what's got me what I need to live
But sometimes I'm waiting for it to come back
But it's hard when I'm feeling when I know what I lack
It's not so easy to know what to do
With all these barriers you got to go through
Obstacles seem pointless and arbitrary
But without them I guess there'd be no misery
Of course I need help but there's none to be had
But I will never quit, no matter how it gets bad
I try to be stoic, but even the Bhudda cried
My heart is all mad cause my mind had to lie