Some days I walk so far off I start wondering if Ima ever come back I got notes in my book with thoughts Where I'm uttering "I can't believe I done that" The Lord knows that the heart don't stop When the beat goes hard so I run that And my soul needa whole lot more cause my ADHD take a ton fast Not enough air that'll take my breath Not enough peace that'll ease my mind Not enough heaven that'll fill my chest Cause there ain't enough heaven that I've let in mine Not enough care that'll clean my mess Not enough fear that'll change my mind When my heart get a bit too dark I ain't using my ears that should be inclined And grown folk got the words from the verse That they put into the works now they talk less It won't work if I put it in reverse Lay my feet in a hearse and I walk less It get cold when the routine froze And I live untold like "I got this" A big fake when I nod my head say "I heard what you said" but I blocked it Not enough air that'll take my breath Not enough peace that'll ease my mind Not enough heaven that'll fill my chest Cause there ain't enough heaven that I've let in mine Not enough care that'll clean my mess Not enough fear that'll change my mind When my heart get a bit too dark I ain't using my ears that should be inclined I'm sorry, I'm sorry Been a bad boy, my heart like Mike Lowrey I mean it, I mean it Wanna be a part of the team like Mike screaming Ay, it's a treand around here I fell in the wave, need some men around here If I ain't doing me then I'm doing it no fear And I should be afraid of not seeing my own mirror (You should) Lately I been jumping the fence like I'm deer (Uh huh) Boundaries suppose to be for defense and not veer (That's right) Why'm I tryna fight with a wrench and not gear (Come on) How's that gonna make any sense in ten years? (It won't) I'm sorry, I'm sorry Been a bad boy, my heart like Mike Lowrey I mean it, I mean it Wanna be a part of the team like Mike Not enough air that'll take my breath Not enough peace that'll ease my mind Not enough heaven that'll fill my chest Cause there ain't enough heaven that I've let in mine Not enough care that'll clean my mess Not enough fear that'll change my mind When my heart get a bit too dark I ain't using my ears that should be inclined