And I hate myself the most
I hope it's not because how I was raised
You've never had a home
Is that why you never wanted to stay
Remember when you died on Christmas day
I think you wanted it that way
Remember when you OD'd and broke your leg
You never stopped sleeping that day
90's vintage satan Halloween
We used to be a family
You always looked so fucking brave
Until the drugs took everything
I still haven't got your text
It gets heavy in my chest
Maybe it's not too late
Well I kept the note you left
My favorite line is not your best
"I love my dog but fuck everything"
No one came to your funeral today
You always said it'd end up that way
I don't wanna be like you okay
I used to look up to you wait
90's vintage satan Halloween
We used to be a family
You always looked so fucking brave
Until the drugs took everything
And I hate myself the most
And I hate myself the most
And I hate myself the most
And I hate myself the most
And I hate myself the most
And I hate myself the most
And I hate myself the most
And I hate myself the most
And I hate myself the most
And I hate myself the most
Fuck you fuck me
Fuck you fuck me
Fuck you fuck me
Be the best version of myself
Be the best version of myself
You never loved me la la
You never loved me sha la la la
You never loved me la la
You never loved me sha la la la
You never loved me la la
You never loved me sha la la la
You never loved me la la
You never loved me sha la la la