Got really drunk I don't know what I want Say that I'm in love but I'm just running from Memories I have cuz they're not all bad I sleep when I can't handle being sad Cuz I don't wanna be lonely I want you to know me I wanna be something But I think I died I turn on the tv Pretend it's a party This life's really nothing But I guess I tried Nothing looks familiar to me anymore Feels like I'm a ghost carried around with you Maybe I'm too little or too much for this world I'm soaking in my blood just to let it ooze Cuz I don't wanna be lonely I want you to know me I wanna be something But I think I died I turn on the tv Pretend it's a party This life's really nothing But I guess I tried I can't feel a thing when I'm around you In love, In pain, I wanna feel it too Don't fuck with me You're everything i'm not suppose to be Cuz I don't wanna be lonely I want you to know me I wanna be something But I think I died I turn on the tv Pretend it's a party This life's really nothing But I guess I tried