And if I told you how this ends It's not like you wanted anything More than a reason not to cry I'm sorry I'm scared of everything It's not apart of me I know there's ups and there's downs But what happens when You're getting stuck freaking out I feel the same I haven't changed I'm in the middle about To runaway but please don't stay I want to be nothing to Got no friends and I look like shit How'd I get myself in a rut like this I'm a piece of shit I'm a piece of shit I'm a piece of shit I'm a piece of shit Got no friends and I look like shit How'd I get myself in a rut like this I'm a piece of shit I'm a piece of shit I'm a piece of shit I'm a piece of shit I hope I'm gone for a few more months I can't go back to where I was In the spring sleeping in Losing sleep to what? Cuz' the means to make a living doesn't sound that fun Not to mention that I still gotta unpack Give it a week or two You'll be ready to relapse In the moment if it's going It's not worth the regret For so long nothing was wrong Now I feel weird in my skin Got no friends and I look like shit How'd I get myself in a rut like this I'm a piece of shit I'm a piece of shit I'm a piece of shit I'm a piece of shit Got no friends and I look like shit How'd I get myself in a rut like this I'm a piece of shit I'm a piece of shit I'm a piece of shit I'm a piece of shit Lost in the summertime I get lost in the summertime Lost in the summertime Lost in the summertime I don't know why Lost in the summertime Lost in the summertime Lost in the summertime Lost in the summer Got no friends and I look like shit How'd I get myself in a rut like this I'm a piece of shit I'm a piece of shit I'm a piece of shit I'm a piece of shit Got no friends and I look like shit How'd I get myself in a rut like this I'm a piece of shit I'm a piece of shit I'm a piece of shit I'm a piece of shit