It don't make sense sometimes
I know just how I feel I know I gotta vent sometimes
This music therapy, I speak the truth inside these lines
I know that I am called to be a vessel for my God
But I don't have the energy to help another now
I'm praying for myself so much feel like I'm hunting now
Called my mother on the phone and she just let me talk it out
I know she feeling me the most cuz what we talk about
On the other hand, I ain't got no time just stay focused
Feeling like I'm stuck inside a prison but there's hope yeah
Talked about my freedom so much while I'm on the boat yeah
Sacrifice my life for Christ I know that I can boast yeah
Got fake people in my face who want my acceptance
But laughing and they plotting my downfall every second
Two conflictions in my heart and one just wanna mess with
Never wifing up no hoe even if I'm desperate
Gotta change your ways for me if you wanna stay for me
Gotta let my God inside your heart so you can pray for me
I won't ever act like you are mine if I ain't yours shawty
Even if you want me really badly still ain't yours shawty
Dealing with a lot inside my heart I need to open up
Maybe I can talk about some stuff if it just opens up
Maybe I just want to leave this place cuz I feel bundled up
Maybe it's the stress that's getting to me cuz I'm sensitive
Yeah... Don't need no sedative
I only want the real
I know just how I feel
And I don't want to feel
Hopefully if you get closed to me you feel the hurt in me
Urgently, I don't need surgery I need a purge in me
Oh God with this lifestyle I feel a price now
How come I feel nice now with the lights down
Things that's done in the dark gone come to light now
You knew that straight from start and this your life now
Satan gone tear you apart if you don't pray now
Spiritually weak in your heart and you can't win now
You knew that straight from start and this your life now
Satan gone tear you apart if you don't pray now
Spiritually weak in your heart and you can't win now