Walking on this lonely road with God and I been
Trying to get back the time that I wasted
But I can't cry over spoiled milk, face it
Now all my people looking at me like we made it
But I still wake up every morning with anxiety
I tell my people I'm not perfect, how is you proud of me
Round 12, all these demons, they still fighting me
How am I supposed to help my people that confide in me
Cause it's like I made it where I wanted, but I know it's more
Steady runnin' to my purpose now my feet is feeling sore
Seems far but I know it's almost there
I can feel it in my core
Change direction, I've been looking for my Lord
I've been knocking at the door
Saw my cross laying there so I picked it up
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Tell them, get demons get outta my picture, we can't flick it up
I've been drinking holy water, please don't mix it up
Tim Allen, heart need home improvement, need to fix it up
Dumbbell, I need Holy Spirit to come lift me up
Lost my uncle Chico, can't believe his heart stopped beating
Got me thinking maybe I need to change the way I'm eating
Maybe I can call some people up for family meetings
Cause I can't imagine losing another person that I'm so used to talking to
I'm tryna' put up boundaries for the death angel that's walking through
Tell my family please, Lord forgive me if I don't talk to you
Talked to God and he opened my eyes even though it hurt
Had to rearrange all the things that I've been putting first
All about relationship nah this ain't about no church
Oh this ain't about no church
Forgive me for being open
Just my diary to God
I'm gonna get this all right before the end of the line
Yeah yeah
I thank God for his grace when I can't see his face
Holy Spirit in this space, come dwell in his place
Holy Spirit in this space, come dwell in his place
I thank God for his grace when I can't see his face
Holy Spirit in this space, come dwell in his place
Holy Spirit in this space, come dwell in his place