Another day goes by I'm walking on my own
Knowing that I will get home
And only be able to listen the tick of the clock
While I'm sitting in the couch
While I'm looking out the window
Another hour goes by
And I find myself praying for it to let me go
No but it doesn't stop does it?
Stabbing my bleeding heart with
Beats in my chest, there will be no rest
And I'll stay forever just being a mess
I need a recess and nevertheless
Everyday I can not see no progress
Because I look out my window and
The sun shines outside but it rains in here
Pushed you away from me and now I want you near
All these memories live in my head
I see you
In every corner, on the walls
In every letter, on my thoughts
In every road in every valley
In every lane in every cross
I'm trying not to come across
As the one who doesn't move on
But I can not really stop grieving this loss
So I wonder what's actually wrong with me
Is this who I am supposed to be?
Or maybe I'm stuck in here willingly
Either way I don't know what's going to happen
And that's what is gently killing me
Perhaps I'm tired and lost at sea
From the outside you'll look at me and disagree
But trust me, in my eyes the demons hide
And they've told me that I will never be free
The sun shines outside but it rains in here
Pushed you away from me and now I want you here
All these memories live in my head
I see you
You know that song they never heard
Cause I was a little too hurt
I listen to it everyday
I'm trying not to fall away
But it happens anyway
All these voices fade away
Oh no
The sun shines outside
But it rains in here (if you were here in my arms)
Pushed you away from me
And now I need you here (I think you would understand)
All these memories
Live in my head (that my heart's beating fast)
I see you (because it want so)
Another day goes by I'm walking on my own
Knowing that I will get home
And only be able to listen the tick of the clock
While I'm sitting in the couch
While I'm looking out the window
Another hour goes by
And I find myself praying for it to let me go