I'm trying Not to fall Every day I look at the sky If everything's blue Then I don't know why It's harder to try I'll start to deny That I think I'm not the kind of guy That will not look you in the eye Or that's just not willing to try To fight for his dreams and For whatever that he calls his life Wait... wait... wait We'll start again now Have you listened to me? Did you listen to what I just said? Or were you too busy just thinking About all the things that are stuck in your head? It's hard enough to move ahead So I hope that my heart knows the way 'Cause it seems that everything I actually do Is to push all my people away I'm trying not to fall But nothing helps at all 'Cause the thing I do best Is keep my ghosts close to my chest Every day I look at the sky If everything's grey Then everything's fine It's easier to try I will not deny That I know that i'm the kind of guy That's going to look you in the eye Or that's always willing to try To give up his dreams and whatever he calls his life Now "Bang bang bang" Is the sound that's in your head All this laughing and the thinking that you will keep to the bed Just to wake up the next morning and be scared of looking up Because every single moment of your day Will be just like the times that you had No! I'm trying not to fall Now nothing helps at all 'Cause the thing I do best Is keep my ghosts close to my chest (Yeah yeah) I'm trying not to fall No now Now nothing hurts at all 'Cause the thing I do best Is keep my ghosts close to my chest