Crash into chaos to cope with the end Scratch out the silence, it's violent again Swim through the static, fanatic, I'm losing my focus I know just 'cause we're different I know just 'cause we're different Oh, could this all fade away? This vapor death and decay Will I see you someday? Throw in the towel, hanging on by a thread Yeah, I got silk in my sheets but I'll sleep when I'm dead Is Heaven a place? Why is it far away? Why does my faith come in waves? Is my yearning in vain? Oh, could this all fade away? This vapor death and decay Will I see you someday? All my happiness is sown (How to feel alive again) Through the fractures in my bones I could cast another stone (How to feel alive again) But I can't capture who I was and still let go 'Cause I don't wanna die alone (How to feel alive again) Yeah, I don't wanna die alone Jesus, tell me why I'm so afraid Teach me how to feel alive again Jesus, tell me why I'm so afraid Could this all fade away This vapor death and decay Teach me how to feel alive again Will I see you some day?