Holdin' on to some confessions That I know gon' make you mad It's hard to call this love when it's two men in my bed Torn, torn between the two All laid up with him, but I'm still thinkin' of you Faded and I'm spiralin' Maybe I'm just good at hidin' it (hidin' it) I can't give you perfection Wish you saw this thing from my perspective I need a balance Don't know why I'm so savage at times I need a balance It's so hard to cut these habits of mine I need a balance Don't know why I'm so savage at times I need a balance 'Cause it's so hard to cut these habits of mine (oh) And I know I kept this hidden I ain't proud of the way that I been livin', no I acted immaturely In my past, no one's ever reassured me You know women, we ain't never satisfied Which is seven days a week and Still done found the time to creep No, I can't give you perfection Wish you saw this thing from my perspective I need a balance Don't know why I'm so savage at times I need a balance It's so hard to cut these habits of mine I need a balance Don't know why I'm so savage at times I need a balance 'Cause it's so hard to cut these habits of mine I need a balance, ooh I need a balance, ooh I need a balance Balance