Song goes out to gay boy Play golf Oh shit Oh I haven't felt great for a minute Black lungs all the time, could never quit it Wish life was a massive preset, so I could init So I can forget I'm such a coward (fucking coward) My phone just ran out of power I'm just happy I won't feel like shit for an hour Cause I won't see you on the TL till then But I'm still gonna feel regret to the bitter end Closure don't mean shit If I can't fucking let go You've been the center of my mind I'm not feeling fine Don't think I would ever take you back But I don't know I get like this all the time No reason or rhyme I'm a fucking asshole and you deserve Better than me, better than me For once not everything was 2D But without you, air so frigid, I could freeze I'd never say it straight to your face But I wish that I could take his place sometimes Or maybe it's just that I miss fucking (too much) Sorry, I know I haven't been that honest Butterflies all the time, feel like Imma vomit Wish I could go back to that August And say what I wish I could say now Closure don't mean shit If I can't fucking let go You've been the center of my mind I'm not feeling fine Don't think I would ever take you back But I don't know I get like this all the time No reason or rhyme And I know it's been two years But you still find a way into my head Imma spend the day in bed Wishing that I was dead I can't take it anymore The weight got me pinned on the floor I can't move Get out of my head Get out of my head Get out of my head Get out of my head What do you want from me? What do you want from me? What do you want from me? What do you want from me? What do you want from me? What do you want from me?