Darker and darker my mind is going farther away from me Will I be able to see myself Getting over this? I will never neglect you, I will never forget you I re-live your final days everytime I close my eyes Everytime I see you Struggling with this constant ruthless disease There was nothing I could do Eight years ago today How did the time slip away? For so long I sat and watched her decay I Watched her fall further away The struggle never ends and all the days they blend I'm down here keeping on but it's been so hard with you gone (With you gone) My mind is growing dark Every thought I have is dead I cannot get these images out of my head My mind is growing dark, every thought I have is dead I cannot get these images out of my head I can't get up, fuck Cold skin, brittle bones, strangled alive, I'm all alone I'm scarred forever and I am strangled to death I'm all alone