I'm in that place again, feeling like waste again Feeling so weak and defeated, that's when the hate begins Don't wanna be happy for you I wanna be happy for me My depressing heaven, can never wish it away I'm beginning the ending, is it today The question goes around like a cyclone in my soul Like a cyclone in my soul, like a cyclone in my soul it goes... Why you not me? Why is it you and not me? Why you not me? Why is it you and not me? The question goes around like a cyclone in my soul Like a cyclone in my soul, like a cyclone in my soul it goes... I love my selfish ways and when there's hell to pay I come with empty pockets It's just another way to let the ugly stay And interrupt my process You don't deserve the praise they give you You're just another fake they live through They live through, they live through, they live through, they live through! The question goes around like a cyclone in my soul Like a cyclone in my soul, like a cyclone in my soul it goes... Why you not me? Why is it you and not me? Why you not me? Why is it you and not me? The question goes around like a cyclone in my soul Like a cyclone in my soul, like a cyclone in my soul it goes...