Out of my heart there you run and now I'm not having fun
Find it hard to believe when they say that I'm still young
And dumb, I'm numb, and bummed I'm not your man no more
Was I before?
And I wanna be who you see in your dreams, in your sheets
I'm deceased, my disease is coming solely from your eyes
In the photo, I delete from my phone I was so hopeful
I was before
Now I, I'm not your man no more
Who was I before? Just a friend of yours
ATM for sure, and your chauffeur
I'm your loaner boy, said "don't be such a stoner, boy
You'll end up all alone, my boy
Is that what you've become, my boy?"
Found someone new, wasn't you, couldn't move
Couldn't speak couldn't eat, was embarrassed by my teeth
Found it harder to believe that she'd wanna be with me
Until she said so, what do I know?
She gave me the world but I couldn't take her word
Cause you had hurt me before, do you remember? I'm not sure
So before she had her turn, I had to say to her
"I'm not your man no more, I'm sorry, girl"
But I, I'm not your man no more
I'm sorry cause, don't know how to trust
Threw so much love, right out the door
She said
I'm your loaner boy, said "don't be such a coward boy
This is why you're alone, now boy
But if that's what you want, my boy
Yeah if you wanna run, my boy, my boy
I guess we had our fun, huh boy?
You're just like everyone else, boy
I guess we all get hurt once, my boy"
Find it hard to believe when they say that I'm still young
And dumb, I'm numb, and bummed I'm not your man no more
Was I before?
And I wanna be who you see in your dreams, in your sheets
I'm deceased, my disease is coming solely from your eyes
In the photo, I delete from my phone I was so hopeful
I was before
Now I, I'm not your man no more
Who was I before? Just a friend of yours
ATM for sure, and your chauffeur
I'm your loaner boy, said "don't be such a stoner, boy
You'll end up all alone, my boy
Is that what you've become, my boy?"
Found someone new, wasn't you, couldn't move
Couldn't speak couldn't eat, was embarrassed by my teeth
Found it harder to believe that she'd wanna be with me
Until she said so, what do I know?
She gave me the world but I couldn't take her word
Cause you had hurt me before, do you remember? I'm not sure
So before she had her turn, I had to say to her
"I'm not your man no more, I'm sorry, girl"
But I, I'm not your man no more
I'm sorry cause, don't know how to trust
Threw so much love, right out the door
She said
I'm your loaner boy, said "don't be such a coward boy
This is why you're alone, now boy
But if that's what you want, my boy
Yeah if you wanna run, my boy, my boy
I guess we had our fun, huh boy?
You're just like everyone else, boy
I guess we all get hurt once, my boy"
Other albums by the artist
Lil Lady / Besties 4 Life, Dog
2022 · single
Overnight
2020 · single
Eternity
2019 · single
Loaner Boy
2018 · single
Communicate
2018 · single
Outside Days
2017 · EP