We were garden hopping, bobby knocking You could smell what the rock was cooking Quick go now cos, no ones looking Football sock was my Christmas stocking B.B. guns get cocking Can't be a shy boy here stick a foot in Got no chances can't get a look in Look out, I don't think no ones watching I don't think know one sees it That's why I'm on my own in the evenings Show love and ill like or retweet it Text can't tell the way that I'm speaking, Na Drink twice for drinking right handed My clothes smell like smoke my mam can't stand it She would wait at the top of the landing Sick on the carpet Fag was backwards, when I tried spark it Smelt like rubber VHS tape, watching flubber Fight with my brother I'd be Matt or Jeff and he'd be Dvon or Bubba I'll be steamin all summer Down on the field or in someone's garden when it starts raining, go find cover, Go find shelter She told me that she don't like this place and I felt her Back then I had it all planned out Try think now I can barely remember Everyone here's on sesh and benders Rv but I'm going backwards Feeling blue like my flesh is tender I don't wanna be bored and plastered Sore and fractured Everyone chats all talk no action I had to Put my thoughts in practice I had to focus, I was distracted I was all hopeless life is a madness Won't put that as my Facebook status It's a long road don't care about fastest Now I'm captain, everyone steals my tactics We were outside shops Everyone's pocket on empty Tracksuit tucked in my football socks Couldn't tell me shit about trendy Holes in my shoes but I don't own crocs Feel cross but I still act friendly Back then thought I'd be rich by 20 These days scrape for a 20 spot He's held back by the friends he's got Got eyes on me like the fendy top I was Tryna find me an answer One day a light came on and the penny dropped I'm like the sickest GP cos Patience is something I got plenty of Came from the ground like coal nah fuck that Came from the ground like forgetmenots I can't forget you either These days I know you barely see me Should be writing but I'm sat playing Fifa Smoking weed cos it's easy I don't wanna rap for clothes and freebies Take my sound but, they couldn't be me If they knew then, they wouldn't want to Feel pinned down, can't 1-2-3 me We were dust cap robbing Thought if we get caught then we can't come back from it Probably was scared most times But the boys with me so trust me matey I'm on it Running from blue lights on it Thought that I'm a Aardman like Wallace and Gromit Heart of an expert, head of a novice I couldn't care less about profit, honest I used to care bout you You broke that promise and Now I can't find my solace Know what I want but I'm so far from it This god did shake isn't that ironic? Life of a dreamer Big chain bust down watch and a Beamer Back then thought it would fix my problems Had big plans but I think that I lost them Swear down 1 touch 1 bounce 20 used to go far back then In 2 weeks can't smoke under an ounce Find what u love and, let it kill u Promise that I'm in love with it now Didn't know what love was about Back then I said I was stuck in the south That's cap cos I really been stuck in the house We were young kids acting grown Out here man no one sees us I don't wanna break my back for peanuts Like so many people I know Show love I don't see them at shows Mams scared I might leave like my bro First time that I heard broke I was broken Couple years past and I swear that I'm both We were taxi bumping Sumping cans in the park got music pumping Blue lights come quick hide in the dark or sprint Just run don't think We grew up too quick