I'm grateful Promise that I'll pay u back, when I'm able Every time I came home Let me stay rent free Washing up my stained clothes Ashamed I let it tempt me I've been at a mates house Usually I stay round Planned to come home yesterday I'm smoking and it's late now Looks like I've been crying I can see u start to well up Cos it's how I'm looking usually I see u looking fed up Papa is an artisan I'd love it if I'm half the man I've been in my head a lot I swear I've got the master plan I promise that I'll pay u back and double it I've been making music no one gets that I'm in love with it Penalties, promise I was made for that Promise that I'll pay u back I swear I'm not just saying that You was there through all of it Even in my lowest days If u couldn't hug me then you'd show me love in other ways Spot kick, confident I got this I was in a dark place, Thinking that I'd lost it But I never lost u, like keys in a mosh pit My key always fits never needed a locksmith You never changed the lock on me I got more chance of making it than jackpotting the lottery I Know that we're all that we got U never changed the lock on me I got more chance of making it than jackpotting the lottery I Know that we're all that we got I'm grateful For Every time I came home to food on the table I never had to go without Everything I asked u seemed to know about All those little things I took for granted but I notice now Never tell them what just show them how I don't wanna lose all of my thoughts inside a broken mouth Know your worth, never go beserk When you're going out Be careful and just send your mam a text I don't wanna argue when we're celebrating This is for the times we thought we'd never make it Anything can happen when you're dedicated I don't wanna hesitate this time I'm sorry for the stress I cause by keeping it inside I mean it but Promise I was made for that Promise that I'll pay u back I swear I'm not just saying that You was there through all of it Even in my lowest days If u couldn't hug me then you'd show me love in other ways Spot kick, confident I got this I was in a dark place, Thinking that Id lost it But I never lost u, like keys in a mosh pit My key always fits never needed a locksmith