I feel the suffering Takin' over me Consuming my strength In a battle for sanity My demons are the reality I don't know if I created My own vision of chaos Or if the world around me Is really this insanity The shadows are on me now Confusing my thoughts I cannot remember How I was before I have looked for a reason to stay alive But nothing makes sense here Is it the only way out? But that was chosen for me How can I believe? – Betrayed by yourself Despair is what's left – Feel It Doubts dominate my mind - It's my truth I don't want to continue! – I'm lost I have looked for a reason to stay alive But nothing makes sense here Is it the only way out? But that was chosen for me