Why is it always so damn hard When your walls of reason fall apart Don't know what's right or wrong Been drinkin' all night long, guess I was doomed right from the start, yeah! Utopia is what I crave But every day just stays the same In this world I've walked alone, now it's time to sell my soul And sleepwalk to an early grave Fleshengine breakdown Fleshengine breakdown give me what I need Will I see the light and spot the error of my ways Will I see the light and purify my poison veins Not tonight that's for god damn sure Now that all is said and done I'm burnin' bridges one by one Ironically brought to an end at the hand of my one true friend That sorry bastard never sleeps Fleshengine breakdown Fleshengine breakdown Will I see the light and spot the error of my ways Will I see the light and purify my poison veins Will I see the light and spot the error of my ways Will I see the light and do it all just one more time?