Honesty is so hard for someone like me Gravity's got a hold of my tongue hmm I had your love and betrayed your trust I'm not proud of all the things that I've done Memories that I can't disown Thousand time I tried to reach for that phone This is the letter that I never sent you This is my apology I'm not blaming anyone but myself I've been hurting and I know you can't tell It's been 7 years and long overdue I'm afraid that sorry's not enough for you Saying sorry's not enough for you Forgiveness is a word I don't understand yet It's hard to give and it's hard to get I've waited so long to get this off my chest This is my apology I'm not blaming anyone but myself I've been hurting and I know you can't tell It's been 7 years and long overdue I'm afraid that sorry's not enough for you Saying sorry's not enough for you And I don't want this to hurt you again And I want you to know how sorry that I am So I wrote this song for you and me This is my apology I'm not blaming anyone but myself I've been hurting and I know you can't tell It's been 7 years and long overdue I'm afraid that sorry's not enough for you Saying sorry's not enough for you This is my apology