Wasted again Drunk before I met up with my friends I woke and I felt you on my chest Then I soaked up all your chemicals with bread Maybe we should never leave this bed But if I give myself to you then that's the end She said don't go I know what's really waiting for us Stay home with me And I'll be your happy ending I'm not pretending for you, or anyone anymore Cause who really knows What's going on inside that head They'll tell you they know What's really going on here Cause nobody knows Take me out I really need this distraction And hold me in closely So that I might receive you Break me down I just feel your reaction I knew that you were sad Cause of the way I left you bare And that's okay And that's okay Boogieman came to play But I told him this was my grave I am alone now I'm happy here I am alone now I'm happy Boogieman came to play But I told him this was my grave I am alone now I'm happy here I am alone now I'm happy