I would never lie to you But it's hard when the truth is such a shame I never wanted to say "I'm sorry" But 'sorry' is all I can say Is it really all that bad when I dream Yeah, I dream about you You know that a lot of the things you say About me, were never true I've lost a few good friends lately And I think it's my fault, not theirs I was never a fake or phoney I just needed a change, I guess Why does it feel so good to be self-destructing again? It's way too cold in the winter, baby For you to be alone in your bed I don't need to know when it happens But just know that I'm still there Is it really all that bad when I dream Yeah, I dream about you You know that a lot of the things you say About me, were never true I've lost a few good friends lately And I think it's my fault, not theirs I was never a fake or phoney I just needed a change, I guess Why does it feel so good to be self-destructing again? I guess you're doing alright I'm here for you like I used to do I never really thought I'd get through it; I'm still here, without you I've lost a few good friends lately And I think it's my fault, not theirs I was never a fake or phoney I just needed a change, I guess Why does it feel so good to be self-destructing again? Just self-destructing again Just self-destructing again