Strapped on the gurney tonight This ain't how I imagined my life I'm getting old but I'm not growing up Clinically I've been dead for five seconds But I know I've been dead since birth Or at least that's how it feels to me sometimes But I don't want you all to worry It kinda feels like falling asleep But my limbic system's fried again on Saturday night And my friends are tired of chasing me down outside And it's hard to tell what's real or not in this haze To all those cups that were left on my lawn And to all those jackets that were lost, you're still gone But I'm moving forward with no destination in mind I wanna see my friends again and I'm sad That this is how they have to see me join my place with the damned What a way to go, surrounded by my loves But now I'm really starting to worry It kinda feels like falling asleep But my limbic system's fried again on Saturday night And my friends are tired of chasing me down outside And it's hard to tell them that I want to change I don't know what I would do without you I don't know what I would do without you I don't know what I would do without you I don't know what I would do without you I don't know what I would do without you I don't know what I would do without you I don't know what I would do without you I don't know what I would do without you