Look
Tired of all this
I'm in a box and I can't escape
It's built with mental blocks
And they won't let me levitate
Don't have a single clue so I don't know what steps to take
Ain't nothing in order
I'm tryna get myself well arranged
But
Everything seeming like it's just getting worse
Nobody really there when I need em
And that shit hurts
When everything smooth
You can see them all around
But they disappear the moment
That my world is falling down
I don't know where I'm headed
But I'm on my way
Trying hard not to panic
Cause I know I'm gonna make it one day
I've got no clue what the next step is
But I'm still gonna take it
I've got no clue what the next step is
But I'm still gonna make it
First year I tried to get in university I didn't
But all my brothers did so
I ain't carry on tradition
My pops thinking music is turning me to idiot
But from the start they never let me make a decision
They wanted me to study medicine I wasn't with it
I tried to tell them severally
But they ain't never listened
So my first attempt they didn't give me admission
That was when my parents
Let me go for something different
Enrolled in a program
But I was still slipping
So what must be the problem then
Results came and they wasn't really proud of it
Who is to blame
Man it's me ain't no doubting it
I understand what they want I acknowledge that
They just want to be proud of my accomplishments
But I gotta have a mind of my own
At least to start with with
And I promise
I'm gonna give them the world I mean all of it
I don't know where I'm headed
But I'm on my way
Trying hard not to panic
Cause I know I'm gonna make it one day
I've got no clue what the next step is
But I'm still gonna take it
I've got no clue what the next step is
But I'm still gonna make it
Elder brother telling me that
I should calm down on my phone though
It might be what's causing this
But I won't know
Til I try a little to just
Let it go go
Trapped in this shit no wonder they call it cell phone
I'm addicted like it's promethazine
Always sticking my fingers unto my mobile screen
I can't be without it I'm addicted like a fiend
I can't be without it I'm addicted like a fiend
Sitting around on my phone unproductively
While I should be up and out
Tryna get the money G
Ignorant to what the future holds
What is wrong with me
I can't be falling off when
People looking up to me
Mental health messed up
Been depressed as fuck
But I still be on my grind
Wish me best of luck
Breaking out of the cycle
Of being young and dumb
I'm a young OG nigga
That's what's up
I don't know where I'm headed
But I'm on my way
Trying hard not to panic
Cause I know I'm gonna make it one day
I've got no clue what the next step is
But I'm still gonna take it
I've got no clue what the next step is
But I'm still gonna make it