For the last time I want to be in your bed I want your words to colour all that's been said I will love you when the devil is blind I wanted your heart, you didn't want mine This is as close as I get As I ever get Falling for things I never thought I'd find myself Falling for As close as I get Old ladies on the pavement In the dense and empty hours All as hard as nails And brittle as pressed flowers I was cold at an equally cold place A cigarette between the flame and my face You were laughing Like the goon squad in my heart This is as close as I get As I ever get Falling for things I never thought I'd find myself Falling for As close as I get I wanted your heart What do you think about What I think about! Truths that are lies When you spell them out Don't worry Don't betray the slightest emotion Yes I know It's a sacred emotion As close as I get