I need that toxic Make me exhausted I want something I can't have Leaving me hollow Hard pill to swallow When I'm so comfortable with that I want those Late nights no sleep A nightmare with no dreams I can't bend I'm breaking I'm better off in this mess Never felt a single fucking thing Numb to how you always pulled my strings You won't hold me down or let me breathe You won't cut me out when it's what I need You know I'm a fool for the games you play You open your doors, but won't let me stay Just keep on talking, biting and barking It's the only thing that I feel Life in the standstill, dying on this hill It's the only way that I heal I need that cold sweat fever That make believer That heartbeat reaper shit Rip it outta my chest Never want a single fucking thing Unless you pull forever on my strings You won't hold me down or let me breathe You won't cut me out when it's what I need You know I'm a fool for the games you play You open your doors, but won't let me stay You won't hold me down or let me breathe You won't cut me out when it's what I need You know I'm a fool for the games you play You open your doors, but won't let me stay