Mm, damn, yeah It's probably my favorite beat right now Takes a lot of guts being a rapper Could've been anything in life I can't help but question it sometimes, you know Just wish I could quiet my fucking thoughts Okay we home for the night and the low life living Hoe want the pipe, and the hoe might get it "Is he for real?" I'm like "No, I'm kidding" I be pouring out the Lite but never polite with it Low life fitted I'mma get it tatted on me, Token on my mental like I'm cheating on my women Deep in the decision for the women or the rhythm I know that I got to spit it but I'm out here fucking Hiding, hi-hiding Ain't nobody find me, fi-find me And I think I'm okay with that, I won't talk I know I'm gon' take it back Make mistakes in the moment, moping like "yeah I know I'm gon' pay for that" Smoking blowing this paper back 'Bout to crack another bottle when I see a homeless alcoholic keeling over And her eyes are watering, she throws her vomit in a paper bag I think yeah, that's when it hit me Yeah, that's when it hit me Blame it on the world around me when I be the one creating all the pain I have I think yeah, that's when it hit me Yeah, that's when it hit me In the mental hospital trying to come to terms with how fucking insane I am I think yeah, that's when it hit me Yeah, that's when it hit me If Jimmy Human not making music, why the fuck am I existing I mean Shout out Macklemore Shout out Benji R.I.P. Mac On and on and on, until we winning Y'all gon' doubt me now, I keep it moving DMN 'til I die Might just tat on my thigh Playing these songs to get by Pray to Lou in the sky Might just tat when I die