What am I doing? I didn't come all this way to give up I disappoint myself 'cause I'm expecting way too much Why do I do this? Did I go this far just to give up? I'm at a point where the best I can be is not enough I should've just told you to hold me Should've known where to go Stayed in control And told you to hold me I should've told you to hold me yeah I should've told you to hold me Should've never let go And act like the old me Told you to hold me I never told you, I I should've just told you to hold me Should've known where to go Stayed in control And told you to hold me I should've told you to hold me yeah I should've told you to hold me Should've never let go And act like the old me Told you to hold me (I never told you, I) What am I doing? Now I am on my way out of the door I blew the chance to become a better version of myself And how could I fall again? Thought I went this far to surrender I'm at a point where the best I can be is not enough I can't help myself, I know And I said a lot of things but I I should've just told you to hold me Should've known where to go Stayed in control And told you to hold me I should've told you to hold me yeah I should've told you to hold me Should've never let go And act like the old me Told you to hold me (I never told you, I) I can't help myself, I know And I said a lot of things but I I should've just told you to hold me Should've known where to go Stayed in control And told you to hold me I should've told you to hold me yeah I should've told you to hold me Should've never let go And act like the old me Told you to hold me (I never told you, I) I should've just told you to hold me Should've known where to go Stayed in control And told you to hold me I should've told you to hold me yeah I should've told you to hold me Should've never let go And act like the old me Told you to hold me I never told you, I