I love somebody But hurting them so badly Wanted it to work cause I'm the one who loved you first When I found somebody who wants to love my body Pretend not to be sad when I'm the best you ever had And now you're bare And now you're bare I'll never hurt him myself more than yesterday I'd never wish so hard that you'll just move away I'll wish you were a candle burning on my shelf Then I could blow you out so you had nobody else I went to sleep and I know you're not lying by my side I'm the girl with the mascara eyes and no place left to hide And now I'm bare And now I'm bare I'll never hurt him myself more than yesterday I'd never wish so hard that you'll just move away I'll wish you were a candle burning on my shelf Then I could blow you out so you had nobody else And yesterday was a mistake and now I feel like I'm dying And I feel like a child seeing shadows moving dark in the night If I could stand myself I would leave and light this soul on fire But instead I'm lying naked on the bathroom floor, I'm crying I'll never hurt him myself more than yesterday I'd never wish so hard that you'll just move away I'll wish you were a candle burning on my shelf Then I could blow you out so you had nobody else