Here's a list of the things that I wish I could say to you
Held back 'cause it's so hard to tell the truth
Face to face, and I can't seem to get you alone
So here I am, hear my voice on your left and right
Listen once, I won't take too much of your time
Let me have this so I can let you go
Yeah, the night that we met, I guessed you'd mess me up
Though I tried to forget, you still got in my head
Now I'm trying not to think too much
But I wasn't lost
'Til I thought that I might be on your mind
I switched it off
Or so I thought, 'til your lips locked in with mine
And I swear I
I won't cry in the silence you're leaving
It's not your fault I'm bleeding
I should've known better than ever to let you in
Did you know, for the past couple months or so,
You've been behind all my highs and my every low
Yeah, you really dug in deep there
So while you go around, so unaffected
I'm wondering how we got disconnected
I guess we were never on the same page at all
But I wasn't lost
'Til I thought that I might be on your mind
And I shook you off
Or so I thought, 'til your hand fell in with mine
And I swear I
I won't cry in the silence you're leaving
It's not your fault I'm bleeding
I should've known better than ever to let you
I won't ask our friends about you
I'll just talk in circles around you
I know I'll survive you out of my life
But I won't laugh as loud without you
Yeah, the night that we met, I guessed you'd mess me up
But I wasn't lost
'Til I thought that I might be on your mind
I switched it off
Or so I thought, 'til your lips pressed into mine
And I swear I
I won't cry in the silence you're leaving
It's not your fault I'm bleeding
I should've known better
I should've known better
I meant to know better
Than ever to let you in