I'll never know how to manage
How to exist in the madness
Can't get a grip of my habits
We're only floating on planets
I have an ache in my body
That's what my intellect costs me
That's what my therapist taught me
Being alive is exhausting
Shaking the dirt off
Don't wanna cry when there's still
Somebody worst off
And no one getting help from
The ones at the top
Then we all die off
And they laugh their ass off
My mom asked me how I'm holding up
I can barely breathe
Stuck in bed I'm a wreck
My friends are out but what about me
I'm just drunk
Too fucked up
I don't even know what I need
Like I said
I'm a wreck
But I'm trying
(I'm trying)
I'm waking up to a silence
All of our lives passing by us
Everyone suffers in quiet
Everyone acts like it's fine and
We shake the dirt off
Don't wanna cry when there's still
Somebody worst off
And no ones getting help from
The ones at the top
Then we all die off
And they laugh their ass off
My mom asked me how I'm holding up
I can barely breathe
Stuck in bed I'm a wreck
My friends are out but what about me
I'm just drunk
Too fucked up
I don't even know what I need
Like I said
I'm a wreck
But I'm trying
I'm trying
I'm trying
I'm trying
I'm trying
I'm trying
I'm trying
I'm trying, I'm trying