I'm out of control, but that's out of my control for now It's taken a toll every time my name is in your mouth My heart wants to try this, my brain wants to run It's ruining us, what have I become? I see on your face that you wish this would end I know I keep saying this won't happen again But I get way too drunk sometimes, I know And there's a lot of things I can't let go No matter what I've learned, I always get so hurt And I can't seem to come back down to earth (But that's out of my control for now) (I wouldn't mind) My body's a mess when I'm stressed, I take it out on you (Yeah, just say you want me) I'm tired of guessing if I am still enough for you I'm hearing your voice when you say it's nothing But all that I'm used to is that meaning is something When you don't relate, it makes me feel crazy I hope you're okay, I hope you don't hate me But I get way too drunk sometimes I know And there's a lot of things I can't let go No matter what I've learned, I always get so hurt And I can't seem to come back down to earth With you, ooh No matter what I've learned With you Come back down to earth With you