I shoulda seen it sooner from the start The way that we were meant to be Nothing more than my post juvenile fantasy This love didn't even exist No commitment or kissing needed Cuz it was just me falling in it carelessly Didn't wanna believe that I shouldn't be your friend Even though I killed my feeling for you, it lived again Didn't wanna stay, didn't wanna go either Maybe I was numb cuz soon I tasted no bitter I guess we were both young and dumb, foolish and troublesome Selfish to doubt the one who bleeds it out for love I bled it out for you, you bled it out for him We went through same bullshit of chasing down a dream I wanna hold you, and give the best of me Cuz we were both tricked by the wicked destiny Both broken and crumbled to our knees In a sense it seemed we were a couple, how sweet ♪ Too used to being just a friend of yours To the thought that we just can't be more I decided to stop right outside heaven's door My heart was taken but not by you Guess we cannot expect what the gods might do You gave me hope and turned it down, that's how you treated a fool Should've seen it from the start, I don't mean shit to you You were the drug that I took every bit, I swear Bad trip, found myself inside a sweet nightmare