I done tried everything Maybe this ain't meant to be Lately I can't feel a thing Wonder what it mean to me Life ain't what it seems what it seems to me Is ain't nobody want believe in all the shit I see (Shit I see) Reminiscing on them days I would play blade on my skin felt the rush every time I seen it bleed Thinking bout my x everybody look at me Diamond in the rough but I never glisten I be smoking loud but they never listen I'm a pessimist I'm reminiscing days when I would feel depressed and I would never kick it I be fucking tripping Man I used to drop the link they would never click it Nowadays I got the sauce and they double dipping Money longer than a limousine but then it brings chaos devil intervene I feel like a fiend they want me to be someone else I be being me (Breath breath) I could barely breath