This music shit is all I got they all just up and left
They be trynna take from me till I got nothing left
And Know there ain't no saving me so now I feel the stress
Drinking till I'm blacking out cuz I still feel depressed
But I'm considered blessed
Run it up and chase a check
Locked myself inside the mirror told myself I'm the best
Felt the pain inside my chest
Put in work I never rest
Reminisce on days they slept on me but I ain't like the rest
My family splitting up
They keep telling me that I went far but I ain't did enough
Cuz I still ain't rich enough
You ain't seen the shit that I done seen, get yo vision up
All this Hennessy and weed in me ju got me lit as fuck
I felt the shame, felt the rain, bitch I felt the pressure
I play the game, do my thang, ima live forever
I do this shit forever, through the storm, any weather
I'm alone, it don't matter, anything, for the cheddar
Yea
This shit is all I got
I'm just trynna find a way through the storm
I'm just trynna make a name on my own
This shit is all I got
And I ain't gon stop
I'm just trynna find a way but where I'm going
I'm just trynna make a name but I'm alone
Momma she waiting on me
Put all the weight on my shoulders
I put in work everyday
I feel like nobody notice
Now I be floating like lotus ion show no emotions uh uh
Doing em drugs to cope, only cuz I feel hopeless uh uh uh uh
I know everybody feeling hopeless but I don't know why
I ju be losing them battles wit my demons every time I try
And I be hiding sins like quarantine cuz they just stay inside
Gotta watch out for snakes them fakes they hate but they ain't pay the price
I was broke I made it right
Froze up I'm made of ice
They was trynna hold me back said hold up I know I'm nice
Rolling up I need a vice
Took a chance I roll the dice
Did this shit all by myself so it's fuck you ion need advice
So many nights alone, lights off, in my room
Writing songs, in the booth, trynna make a fucking move
I'm saying ain't nobody know yo dreams as good as you
Just know them days that I was HopeLess I was staying true
Yea
This shit is all I got
I'm just trynna find a way through the storm
I'm just trynna make a name on my own
This shit is all I got
And I ain't gon stop
I'm just trynna find a way but where I'm going
I'm just trynna make a name but I'm alone