I been living in hell but you'd never know
I be hiding all my feelings so they never show
Fake friends all around they don't call my phone
I be thinking bout the pain when I'm on the road
Told myself one day I'm selling out a show
I be trynna do my thang but I'm on my own
Ain't nobody trynna help yea I'm all alone
And I say I'll be fine but you never know
Balling overseas and I was sick on the flight back
I was crying thinking to myself man I might rap
I remember window shopping thinking I like that
Now I finally made it what the fuck is a price tag
But I'm hopeless don't nobody notice me like that
Battling my demons I don't know how to fight back
So I send a text but you don't wanna write back
How you stole my heart and now you giving it right back
Never forgive, never forget
Don't let go
Got to be rich, I got to be next
The devil
Closing the grip, he all on my neck
Won't let go,
I got to be someone I respect
Let's go
To the moon, to the stars, anywhere u want
Guess I wasn't yo type I'm a different font
I'm just sick and tired of being nonchalant wit you
I'm just sick and tired of always trynna front wit you
I be running from my past hoping it go away
Every time I rap all my feelings they float way
Ain't no turning back man this life is a one way
Got to stay strong I ain't going like Cobain
I'm just praying me and momma get through them cold days
When I first started they was telling me no way
Everybody told me I was going the wrong way
I ain't give a fuck I went and did it my own way
Losing my hope, I'm losing my friends
When I was
Lost in the crowd, I'm lost in the mix
And I was
Thinking about just cutting my wrist
But I just
Put in the work and I never quit
Never
Give up on your life you'll never get a second chance
Focus on ya inner self try to make a plan
Never listen to them ones saying that you can't
Seen the devil in a dress ion wanna dance
Seen the devil in disguise, look into my fucking eyes
Live in my demise got me feeling so cold
Remember days when I would cry, I was praying I would die
Ion wanna lie I been feeling so low
I'm just sick and tired of always living my regrets
But I get inspired every time I feel depressed
So I'm making songs about my life, trynna do what's right but
I wonder why the fuck my life is still a mess