Heart broken and I'm starin at the moon light
Nothings helping so I'm hopin that this vew might
I dont wanna sink into it tonight
So I crack a brew cause that's just
What I have to do to get my mood right
I dont understand who I'm even becomin
Dont know why my demons are always getting summoned
Man they make it so hard, for me to let love in
Dont know what I run from, but I keep on runnin
Wish that I could slow down but I've never known how
If you give me your heart it's gonna get thrown out
I stayed in the darkness even when I found light
Fuckin' hate this bottle so I beak it on the ground like, like
Why do I drink till I'm numb?
Why do I smoke till it's done?
Till I dont feel anything no more
I dont feel anything no more
Why do I drink till I'm numb?
Why do I smoke till it's done?
Till I dont feel anything no more
I dont feel anything no more
Feels like I dont fit in with society
They may not like who I am but I am me
I dont talk ever talk I'm sitting quietly
But my head is loud dont know how to settle down all the anxiety
I have always felt like I dont belong here
It's been a long year, it's been a long life
Sick of everybody sayin its gonna be alright
Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night
Everyone is who the fuck I need to stay away from
I dont wanna feel shit, I just wanna stay numb
I know that it's not right, needa get my mind right
But for now I'm drunk, high and crying to the sky like, like
Why do I drink till I'm numb?
Why do I smoke till it's done?
Till I dont feel anything no more
I dont feel anything no more
Why do I drink till I'm numb?
Why do I smoke till it's done?
Till I dont feel anything no more
I dont feel anything no more
I dont wanna be like this forever though
I hold onto a lot of shit I need to let it go
But it's harder than I'd like to show
I make the small things seem bigger
Like I'm lookin through a microscope
Lost so many friendships and I lost a few girls
Needa be relentless if I wanna build a new world
I know that I can change every day I am praying
Cause I don't wabba be a 80 year old man sayin', sayin'
Why do I drink till I'm numb?
Why do I smoke till it's done?
Till I dont feel anything no more
I dont feel anything no more
Why do I drink till I'm numb?
Why do I smoke till it's done?
Till I dont feel anything no more
I dont feel anything no more