Pissed off then pissed on and underrated's an understatement Take this pistol cause' I feel low, leave my brains on the pavement People look at me evil like I was fucking satan These scars they cannot bleed more, maybe I'm what they sayin' My heart beats faster I hear they laughter and chitter chatter I'm just a bastard and in my head lives my own disaster I walk the streets no one notice I think I've turned to Casper I'm not heroic just leave me lone' let me burn to ashes They love you more when you die so fuck it let's try today Can't take no more say Goodbye and let feelings fly away Bet they'll adore me with R.I.P.'s when I'm in the grave They'll tell their stories of love whole time they laughed in my face This love ain't real I can feel the hatred all in the air Roll up this bill and sniff this pill until I disappear This room is crowded but I know no one would miss me here I'm just surrounded by smiling faces that do not care My hearts in pieces I'm out of reasons to keep on breathing Make it seem easy I smile wide but looks are deceiving Inside I'm broken try and yell for help but end up choking Can't handle these emotions slit my heart leave me open They love you more when you die so fuck it let's try today Can't take no more say Goodbye and let feelings fly away Bet they'll adore me with R.I.P.'s when I'm in the grave They'll tell their stories of love whole time they laughed in my face I know they'll love me more when I die Crying fake tears fuck that keep your eyes dry I know they'll love me more when I die Crying fake tears fuck that keep your eyes dry Oh do you love me now? Now I'm not around Oh do you love me now? Now I'm not around They love you more when you die so fuck it let's try today Can't take no more say Goodbye and let feelings fly away Bet they'll adore me with R.I.P.'s when I'm in the grave They'll tell their stories of love whole time they laughed in my face They love you more when you die so fuck it let's try today Can't take no more say Goodbye and let feelings fly away Bet they'll adore me with R.I.P.'s when I'm in the grave They'll tell their stories of love whole time they laughed in my face