Look, I'm done living' bout other people's lives, ok
Watch this
Death ain't easy, life is hard that is the truth I do admit
People want what they can't have, they spend their lives pursuing it
Wasting time on something or someone that doesn't want you I know the feeling, I'm used it
Love is such an illusion, If love is a fucking drug then it must be a strong hallucinogen
Scars and all of the bruises you see my body are wounded with
Should provide you with proof that there's nothing inside this earth that can stop me from just pursuing this
Started losing friends when I became so influential
'Cause I stopped hiding mistake
I started seeing change because I chose to love myself instead of being woman crazed
The proof is how my loved ones say that I ain't shit and now their friends are bumping me it funny that's how karma likes to play (karma lives are played)
You can desecrate my passion but can't defame my character
You don't know a fraction of the trauma i endured when I was coming up 'cause luckily
Where came from is a silver spoon (silver spoon)
You don't have a single clue you never had to sacrifice
Or go without 'cause every route you chose to take was predestined and built for you
Let's reassess what I feel for you
You're a chia pet I'm a real dude
But still you think you're Geppetto though
And I'm Pinocchio 'cause both of us got strings attached but I'm breaking free
'Cause I've finally revealed the truth
Your identity in scholarships, college degree
My identity inside the booth
My Identity inside every song but your family tree won't accept that news
You put me down to make yourself better you're just jealous I'm a free spirit you're Insecure with your every move
I'm done (I'm done)
I'm done because I love you more than life while just only love yourself
Rather hang me out to dry than ever lend a hand to help
Every need I ever had you either swept under the rug or tried to hang right on the shelf
Yeah, It sucks that that's our life; our relationships dichotomy
We at each other's throats fucking constantly like tracheotomy's
This pain haunting me
You treat me like a toddler while I treat you like a novelty
Try so hard resolving things with every single thought I think
But every time I talk or speak you treat it like I'm pulling teeth
I know, yes I know, loyalty has got an expiration date
Let's set the record straight
I know that there's a difference between comfort and control
And you're so comfortable controlling almost everythin'
Insult me with your every move
Jesus take the wheel but you let emotions drive you, steering, holding ten and two
It's clear your friends mean more to you than fearing what you're sure to lose
And when I tell you how I feel you, boil it down and say I'm just a tortured artist
Using words to paint a portrait of my torturous views