Dear God
Grant me the serenity to accept the things I can't change
The courage to change the things I can
And the wisdom to know the difference
I hope one day you can show me
Help me be someone who's beneficial
Not just someone who's thinking emotionally
Lately I feel like I'm slowly
Losing my grip and my sanity listening in to the people convincing and pulling
Me in these different directions
Only to satisfy all of their needs
I hope one day you can show me
Someone that's capable treating my heart
Like the one sitting inside of their chest as it beats
I need somebody to hold me
Up to a standard that breaks me apart
From all these bottom feeders who just party and drink
God can you try to indulge me
Show me I'm meant to go far
Farther than scarfing down ramen or living through nights
Where I'm starving to eat
I got the talent, I got the work ethic now all I need now is the timing and luck
Been to rock bottom, I've been through oppression
A true definition of diamond in roughs
I said this before let me say it again that no matter the climate
I'll weather the storm, I've given my life what more do you want
What more do you want
Dear lord help me find some light inside this world shadows
Cause temptation is urging me to act out not so natural
All my sins are drowning me, regrets to hard to handle
But I pray for your forgiveness and I lead by your example
Dear God
I hope one day you can show me forgiveness
I know it's weird cause I'm not so religious
But I've been a cheater and I've been a liar
But not for the status and not for the gimmicks
It's more because my heart can't make a decision
Slowly it's morphing my identity in this choice
That I'm praying one day you relinquish
I need a sign to pursue who I love or pursue what I dream
Cause this hesitation keeps on killing
All of my progress and my self esteem as of lately I'm reaching my limits
I know that love is a four letter word but also is hate
Which side of the fence am I living
Regret is an anchor; it's pulling me down to the depths of despair
I need your forgiveness