You ain't heard these conversations
You can't get back time that's wasted
I was broken needed patience
Hate the ones who try to fake it
It's within naw you can't save me
Fuck the dudes that tried to play me
How that workout in your favor?
All these riches for the taking
It be numbin' all the pain
The shit I still struggle to say
If you hurt me hope you pay
Like how it feel to see me great?
Never asked if I was straight
No you could never hold the weight
I took all of my frustration
Made it work I'm innovative
Pickin' n choosin' take too long with me you'll lose me
I don't get how you so comfortable this shit feel like a doozy
You gon' feel some type of way when you realize how I was for you
Got the nerve to flip the script like I won't pop out just to show you
Oh it's like that?
We get like that
Take you to hell you won't come back
Don't try to test that
I still watch the way I speak in case the phone tapped
If I wasn't writin' songs then I'd be off the map
Tote a tech I gotta mac it goin' damn
All the days I been alone nobody hold my hand
Man I'm so grateful that you listen never call em fans
Where would I be if I ain't risk it all I gotta plan
It was deep survival mode I had to be a man
Where was you when I was lost don't ever call me fam
I put money on that jpay I was broke but you was jammed
Always been the type to care for them I wonder where they at
Pulled myself out an addiction
Hard when pieces of you missin'
Can't fill voids with a prescription
Had that talk I'm glad I listened
Rubbin' on me like a blister
How could I come up I'm sinister
Use fame to pay my dues my soul in tact but I'm a visitor
Get flashbacks of the days when I was down bad on my ass
You ask me bout like 3 years back I couldn't see no greener grass
That's why I'm exhalin' it slowly while I'm puffin' on the thrax
It feels different in the moment man I'm thankin' God for that
You ain't heard these conversations
You can't get back time that's wasted
I was broken needed patience
Hate the ones who try to fake it
It's within naw you can't save me
Fuck the dudes that tried to play me
How that workout in your favor?
All these riches for the taking
It be numbin' all the pain
The shit I still struggle to say
If you hurt me hope you pay
Like how it feel to see me great?
Never asked if I was straight
No you could never hold the weight
I took all of my frustration
Made it work I'm innovative