My intuition's hard to listen to, so I go missing My friends are high, and we've already had this conversation I'm getting tired, but it's the product of a generation Self-medicated on the thought of someone's validation ♪ I read a different definition of what love is I wish somebody would've told me what it wasn't 'Cause I tried to fix it, fought and quit it Either way I spin it, I wasn't in it I'm going through it, tryna find the meaning I talk about it all the time, but I'm not healing I couldn't help it, help what I'm feeling You find the chaos, if that's what you believe in ♪ (You find the chaos, if that's what you believe in) ♪ You find the chaos, if that's what you believe in