I'm a little out of touch with reality
It's never been that nice to me
I like the pictures I paint the best
You always seemed more down to Earth
I was a little hesitant at first
But after that night in LA
Well, you know the rest
But it's not hard to feel that good
When you're drunk in Hollywood
So new to me, but you understood
And I helped you up on that pedestal
Damn, you looked incredible
I guess coming down's inevitable
Am I out of my mind? Was this all in my head?
Am I making it up? Am I not making sense?
Were you leading me on? Now I'm too sad to tell
Wеre you lying to me or was I lying to myself?
I pickеd out all my favorite things you said
Then like a delusional architect
I built you up like a house of cards
Guess I really loved the idea of you
But the real problem is neither of you
Can hold me when it falls apart, yeah
You liked it up on that pedestal
'Cause damn, you looked incredible
But coming down's inevitable
Am I out of my mind? Was this all in my head?
Am I making it up? Am I not making sense?
Were you leading me on? Now I'm too sad to tell
Were you lying to me or was I lying to myself?
What if I trusted my intuition the way that I trusted you? Ooh
Did you ever even need me the way that I wanted you?
Am I out of my mind? Was this all in my head?
Am I making it up? Am I not making sense?
Am I out of my mind? Was this all in my head?
Am I making it up? Am I not making sense?
Were you leading me on? Now I'm too sad to tell
Were you lying to me or was I lying to myself?
Lying to myself
Lying to myself