I'm on the brink of giving up ♪ I've been going out, I've been drinking late I've been distant since the day I had to walk away I've been losing sleep, I've been losing friends I just wanna feel myself, I want this all to end I've been getting drunk, I've been breaking bonds I've been different, all my friends like, "What the fuck you on?" I don't need your help, swear I'll be okay I can't stand this fucking cycle, I might go insane All this trauma leave me stubborn, it's embarrassing I've been dealt too many cards, this isn't fair to me I'ma lose it when I'm drunk, so I prepare to be I'm astonishingly sober, 'til you stare at me I've been going out, I've been drinking late I've been distant since the day I had to walk away I've been losing sleep, I've been losing friends I just wanna feel myself, I want this all to end I've been getting drunk, I've been breaking bonds I've been different, all my friends like, "What the fuck you on?" I don't need your help, swear I'll be okay I can't stand this fucking cycle, I might go insane T-t-t-this is patient death