I've wasted all this time thinking you might still come over But I'm honestly so tired of this room Now I lay awake and think of all the things that I can say But I'm honestly surprised I'm still with you I fall apart Whenever I'm not with you I fall apart Whenever my heart's not in tune Am I the one you want? Do you see yourself with me? Am I merely just a project, something you can tweak? Is there anybody out there that feels the way I do? I get super duper nauseous, so dizzy I could puke I keep missing all my deadlines and freaking out my dad I don't know if I'm okay but, God, I hate it when they ask 'cause I'm not good at lying, I really wish I was To be honest, I should never buy a gun I'd kill myself for fun I've wasted all this time thinking you might still come over But I'm honestly so tired of this room Now I lay awake and think of all the things that I can say But I'm honestly surprised I'm still with you I fall apart Whenever I'm not with you I fall apart Whenever my heart's not in tune