You used to say you're never leaving, now I'm wondering why Am I so different from the rest? You said my smile is nice You said "I'm right there when you need me" and I'm everything you like I know you're not telling the truth, you look away when you lie There's a part of me that's broken, but it's easier to laugh So I'ma hide all my feelings, I mean nobody asked I can't remember feelin' safe, I think security's a myth I can't remember feeling me, I guess it is what it is You saved my life (You saved my life) You're dead inside And not who you used to be You're more like a memory You saved my life (You saved my life) At least you tried You lost almost everything Now the codependency is killing me You used to say you were in love But not with me, drugs You spent more time on getting fried, on getting high I felt like you were giving up (Fuck it) I guess you get what you deserve, I guess I'm good at getting hurt I never knew what I was worth, I wish I knew it wouldn't work I wish you didn't up and vanish, when you did I wish I learnt Certain people leave you sick, you end up searching for a cure You saved my life (You saved my life) You're dead inside And not who you used to be You're more like a memory You saved my life (You saved my life) At least you tried You lost almost everything Now the codependency is killing me