Yeah... Look... I've been going through so many changes I don't understand it I can't fucking stand it I don't understand it, nah But I'm bout to go so fucking hard till I fall off of the planet Man up on my life yeah I'm gonna ball Cuz I've been thinking, I've been plottin' On this road and I been jottin' and I promise once I start I ain't gone stop, nah... Cuz I've been smoking, I been drinkin' Losing thoughts and overthinkin' Never claimed to be perfect when I know I'm flawed And I remember you said you'd hold it down for me And you would tell me them things like you were proud of me And start to notice the people that was surrounding me They say they down for me, I feel like they were drownin' me But now these people keep giving me another reason to show me why they Always end up fucking changing like the seasons, ahh It's not really something I wanna believe No it's not really something I wanna believe, yeah Nah... Because, I've been going through so many changes I don't understand it I can't fucking stand it I don't understand it, nah But I'm bout to go so fucking hard till I fall off of the planet Man up on my life yeah I'm gonna ball Cuz I've been thinking, I've been plottin' On this road and I been jottin' and I promise once I start I ain't gone stop, nah... Cuz I've been smoking, I been drinkin' Losing thoughts and overthinkin' Never claimed to be perfect when I know I'm flawed