I just want to come from So were honestly Feel like everything I've done Means nothing to me And I'm gonna be honest with you, oh So if I'm honest with you I'm so tired of being tired with myself 'Cause I tend to think too much 'Bout where might my life end up Say I'm not giving up Am I simply not enough? But I'm down on my knees And I'm begging for mercy I'm so done with IDs 'Cause this music ain't me And I found myself where the grapevines grow Judging myself Judging the way that I deal with judging myself But I think I judged you too But if I'm honest with you Woah, if I'm honest I don't Wanna analyze my life from numbers that I make On this music 'Cause I don't wanna care And I don't wanna need the money And I don't And oh my, my I can't tell no lies I'll find myself where the sunlight shines And I get caught up in wishing I could die Honesty has been so hard to fight So I'm letting go of myself And I'm letting go of my brain 'Cause the only thing it's done for me is cause me this pain So I say my goodbyes And pack up and go I'll look to the sky I know there I will find I am home So I ask myself What does this feel like I think it feels like Feels like I'm home