Sometimes i just sit back and wonder what was meant to be learned from that event that occured Everything happens for a reason Right I left behind just another tragic lesson in life An organic rush adrenaline flight high above the traumatized situation of life Its ironic Considerate rarity patron of love Higher knowledge engulfs me Cause the blast of fate a lesson To my eyes concerned and overwhelmed theirs were of fear yet i'm feelin so empty inside And yet it burns so akward this time Tears a waterfall of acid cries from his eyes I need to recognize Its meant to be He's alive and his cries just begin arisin Suprisin as well This little boy proud of helpin those in need but he's not me but just maybe he could be I can see it now because Im a hero in his eyes temporarily blind/ This immature kid a spirit as well an angel Hiding by helping and wanting to understand me It's somethin with my pride Lies I cannot hide my true side And maybe in distress i can still come out laughing that's the way i am Am i hard to recognize? What do i need to realize? Why can't i see with my own fucking eyes? What do i need to see?