Try to hold myself together
So that no one ever sees me fall apart
I'm so scared of happy endings
That I never wanna let the story start
My self love and my self hate
My best friends and my best day
And it's not great, but it's okay
'Cause talking leaves to crying
Leaves to both of us deciding
You should stay
The voices I've been hearing in my head
Are more believable than anything you've said
Don't tell me that it's bad timing
When it's really that you just stopped trying
If you wanna leave than go do you
Don't wanna hear another fake excuse
Don't tell me that it's bad timing
I've been staring at the ceiling
Going crazy and I'm losing track of time
All these seconds turn to minutes, turn to hours
But they'll never make you mine (never make you mine)
My self love and my self hate
Maybe why you're back in the worst way
And it's not great, but it's okay
'Cause talking leaves to crying
Leaves to both of us deciding
You should stay
The voices I've been hearing in my head
Are more believable than anything you've said
Don't tell me that it's bad timing
When it's really that you just stopped trying
If you wanna leave than go do you
Don't wanna hear another fake excuse
Don't tell me that it's bad timing
'Cause you've always been a bad liar
And you're lying to yourself, it's true
Whatever happend to just me and you
Don't tell me that it's bad timing